We Are Equal

The more things change, the more the stay the same.  At least that’s the feeling I’ve been getting reading through some of John Kennedy Toole’s fifty-plus-year-old writings in Butterfly in the Typewriter, a new biography of the writer that recently landed on my desk.

Entertainingly, many of Toole’s observations on New York still seem fresh all these years later.  For example, Toole describes — with a certain grim glee — “the masochism of living in New York, which has become the Inferno of America” (that is to say, it typifies “the American Dream as Apocalypse”).  But I was especially struck by this response to an exam question Toole wrote in 1955: 

Our government tells us we are equal, even though we enjoy economic freedom.  There are, of course, many citizens who believe wholeheartedly that this is true.  It is taught to all school children as the catechism of our government, as dogma.

But when these children are faced with the stark reality that school is over, that they are no longer “actives” in their fraternity, that they have their degree in Business Administration and that the regular checks from home are no longer forthcoming, the dogma which they so firmly believed explodes in their faces.

I was immediately reminded of a recent college graduate who joined The Takeaway a few months ago.  “We also were told a narrative our whole lives that if we did well in school and attended college, you know, there’d be good middle class jobs waiting for us,”  Chris Galloway said.  As he explained on the show, when Chris finished his degree and found himself jobless — and tens of thousands of dollars in debt — his perspective changed dramatically.

One could argue that the factors Toole observed exploding “the catechism of our government” half a century ago were in many ways different from the factors Galloway and other young graduates experience today.  But the tension between that “dogma” and the reality — the tension between a promising young graduate’s expectations, aspirations, and prospects — seems pretty much the same.

(For more on Toole, check out Cory McLachlan’s wonderful essay in The Millions about the process of researching Butterfly in the Typewriter).

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Some of the Things I Saw on My Run Today

One boy chasing another boy with a metal ladle on 14th St.
Multiple birthday cookouts in Rainey Park.
A hipster couple biking through the projects.
Two runner-guys wearing tshirts for recent 10k races (that I also ran).
Five wheel-chair-bound patients of Coler-Goldwater hospital getting some sun along the East River.
A well-attended Blonde vs. Brunette flag football fundraiser tournament on Roosevelt Island.
A man with a breathing tube waiting for the bus on 27th Ave.
A little girl floating plastic bottle caps in the water-fountain at Light House Park.
Two pre-teen girls sharing one set of iPod headphones.
A woman selling flavored ice.
A woman wheeling her Costco groceries home.
Kids hanging newly tie-dyed tshirts out to dry on a clothesline in Socrates Sculpture Garden.
A little boy with a soccer ball heading to Astoria Park with his dad.
Dog-walkers galore.